Only on Mondays will I try to respond.
Anonymous asked: Are you a clingy girlfriend?
I am not that clingy [???] according to my lover.
(I actually once asked him the same question. Lol)
Anonymous asked: What's the best thing that happened to you today?
Knowing, feeling, and hearing my boyfriend say he loves me as much as I love him.
Or maybe he loves me more, I don’t know, that’s what he always says.
Anonymous asked: What if I tell you im a very hot dude. would you want to fuck me?
Lol what the hell is wrong with you, man? No, I don’t want to fuck you.
Anonymous asked: galit ka pa ba sa daddy mo?
Oh God, here we go. My younger self would’ve answered, goddammit, of course! I always had this idea of messing up my life and shit, thinking that maybe he would take pity on me and he’d come back. But no matter how I fucking ruin things/my life, he won’t come back. He doesn’t even care if I die. Years ago he told me that if I ever get married, he won’t be there. I’ve tried everything to reach him, but he won’t still talk to me. He keeps running away from me, he keeps on avoiding me. Stupid. Fucking. Asshole.
I realized messing things up isn’t the wisest thing to do. I tried to learn how to love myself a little and show(ed) him I can do shit and graduate on time without his (financial+emotional) support, etc. There are times I feel really tired of being angry. I have learned to embrace all my feelings toward my father. I haven’t really forgiven him. I am not the type of person who forgives easily, I just pretend eveything’s okay.
Yes, he is a stupid fucking asshole, but he is still my father. A part of me wants to let it all go and to leave him be. I tried, but I can’t. I just want to hug him and talk to him at least before I die. (I’m pretty sure I am the one who goes to hell first.)
Anonymous asked: What's your sex fantasy?
Anonymous asked: What are your plans?
Plans for what?
Anonymous asked: why do you hate christmas so much
You’re probably someone from Twitter. Heehee.
Anonymous asked: How are you and Vince?
Mighty fine. :)